so yesterday was one of the most memorable day in my life. 14th of february 2012. it all started when my bf didnt remember to prepare a chocolate or anything for me for the valday. well u know...on valdays we exchange chocolates, etc. white day is not very common in indonesia, sooo...my bf thought that on valday im gonna give something to him then he'll return the favor on white day. but, this aint what we do in here...the way indo ppl celebrate valday is...well i think since we dont really celebrate white day, both the boy and girl should have something to give to each other. and my bf didnt prepare anything for me on date 13. he frankly forgot...he thought that he'll give me something on the white day which he thought would be 4 days after valday (in fact white day is 1 MONTH after valday). well...obviously...i was dissapointed. ive already bought him a belgian choc that day but he said he was too busy with the school that he didnt have a chance to think about the valday.

on date 14, at school i was in a badmood. and either he is. he was just kept silent and didnt chat me on bbm like we always do. honestly i cried a bit during the class. just felt sooo blue that i couldnt be happy to celebrate the valday like the others. i thought my bf was soo careless and cruel that he kinda abandoned me on that day. but i just tried to hold my tears and emotion down till the school's over.

i went straight home and my bf told me on bbm that he was goin to take a nap cz he was very tired. it was 2 pm when he told me that. on 3 pm i already got under my blanket and tried to sleep. but i could only slept for 40 mins. i tried to continue my sleep but my mind is just too full of bad thoughts that i then decided to wake up and just turned my laptop on. my mind was still complicated, i just couldnt get him away from my mind. i did cry and felt worse than ever. i tried to cheer myself up by browsing, and went for a short drive to a gas station and the atm. i hoped that when i got back, my bf would alrdy wake up from his nap. but i was wrong. there were still no sign from him.

it was 6.15 pm and i couldnt wait any longer. i was in the top of my emotion and it was like the worst mood ive ever had. i chat him and asked if he was awake and surprisingly he was! he was just instantly replied my chat and said that he was about to get to my place. i was angry and asked him why didnt he chat me earlier?what time did he wake up?why did he make me wait that long knowing that i was in a badmood? i just kept asking. i even asked for a breakup --" which then i regret. he just kept telling me to be patient and 10 mins later he was alrdy in my place. i got out of the house, still with the gloomy face and complicated feelings. and when i saw him.........................................he was there, with a bouquet of red roses smiling and then handed me a box of his self-made chocolate. i was absolutely embarassed and speechless. it feels like im over the rainbow. soooo happy that i could only hugged him and kept saying randomly. ughhhh he totally got me :l but i've never had any feeling that he would give me a surprise in that way. couldnt believe either that when he said he was sleeping, he was actually buying chocolates and try making a custom made chocolate. and after that went to the florist to get the red roses bouquet. he is just the sweetest guy ive ever met. im soooo lucky to have him. i promised myself that i'll never let him go. and the word "breakup" wont cross my mind for the second time. i already have a strong feeling that he's gonna be my future husband :P but overall its God's plan thats gonna happen in every way.

just saying that im sooo thankful for this valday. especially to God...and to my hunny <3 which always understands me in every way and never tired of showing his love...he's just the one that i'll never let go!! ever<3

thats the bouquet and the doll he gave me in my 16th bday last year.

happy valentine's day all!!

so yesterday was one of the most memorable day in my life. 14th of february 2012. it all started when my bf didnt remember to prepare a chocolate or anything for me for the valday. well u know...on valdays we exchange chocolates, etc. white day is not very common in indonesia, sooo...my bf thought that on valday im gonna give something to him then he'll return the favor on white day. but, this aint what we do in here...the way indo ppl celebrate valday is...well i think since we dont really celebrate white day, both the boy and girl should have something to give to each other. and my bf didnt prepare anything for me on date 13. he frankly forgot...he thought that he'll give me something on the white day which he thought would be 4 days after valday (in fact white day is 1 MONTH after valday). well...obviously...i was dissapointed. ive already bought him a belgian choc that day but he said he was too busy with the school that he didnt have a chance to think about the valday.

on date 14, at school i was in a badmood. and either he is. he was just kept silent and didnt chat me on bbm like we always do. honestly i cried a bit during the class. just felt sooo blue that i couldnt be happy to celebrate the valday like the others. i thought my bf was soo careless and cruel that he kinda abandoned me on that day. but i just tried to hold my tears and emotion down till the school's over.

i went straight home and my bf told me on bbm that he was goin to take a nap cz he was very tired. it was 2 pm when he told me that. on 3 pm i already got under my blanket and tried to sleep. but i could only slept for 40 mins. i tried to continue my sleep but my mind is just too full of bad thoughts that i then decided to wake up and just turned my laptop on. my mind was still complicated, i just couldnt get him away from my mind. i did cry and felt worse than ever. i tried to cheer myself up by browsing, and went for a short drive to a gas station and the atm. i hoped that when i got back, my bf would alrdy wake up from his nap. but i was wrong. there were still no sign from him.

it was 6.15 pm and i couldnt wait any longer. i was in the top of my emotion and it was like the worst mood ive ever had. i chat him and asked if he was awake and surprisingly he was! he was just instantly replied my chat and said that he was about to get to my place. i was angry and asked him why didnt he chat me earlier?what time did he wake up?why did he make me wait that long knowing that i was in a badmood? i just kept asking. i even asked for a breakup --" which then i regret. he just kept telling me to be patient and 10 mins later he was alrdy in my place. i got out of the house, still with the gloomy face and complicated feelings. and when i saw him.........................................he was there, with a bouquet of red roses smiling and then handed me a box of his self-made chocolate. i was absolutely embarassed and speechless. it feels like im over the rainbow. soooo happy that i could only hugged him and kept saying randomly. ughhhh he totally got me :l but i've never had any feeling that he would give me a surprise in that way. couldnt believe either that when he said he was sleeping, he was actually buying chocolates and try making a custom made chocolate. and after that went to the florist to get the red roses bouquet. he is just the sweetest guy ive ever met. im soooo lucky to have him. i promised myself that i'll never let him go. and the word "breakup" wont cross my mind for the second time. i already have a strong feeling that he's gonna be my future husband :P but overall its God's plan thats gonna happen in every way.

just saying that im sooo thankful for this valday. especially to God...and to my hunny <3 which always understands me in every way and never tired of showing his love...he's just the one that i'll never let go!! ever<3

thats the bouquet and the doll he gave me in my 16th bday last year.

happy valentine's day all!!

so yesterday was one of the most memorable day in my life. 14th of february 2012. it all started when my bf didnt remember to prepare a chocolate or anything for me for the valday. well u know...on valdays we exchange chocolates, etc. white day is not very common in indonesia, sooo...my bf thought that on valday im gonna give something to him then he'll return the favor on white day. but, this aint what we do in here...the way indo ppl celebrate valday is...well i think since we dont really celebrate white day, both the boy and girl should have something to give to each other. and my bf didnt prepare anything for me on date 13. he frankly forgot...he thought that he'll give me something on the white day which he thought would be 4 days after valday (in fact white day is 1 MONTH after valday). well...obviously...i was dissapointed. ive already bought him a belgian choc that day but he said he was too busy with the school that he didnt have a chance to think about the valday.

on date 14, at school i was in a badmood. and either he is. he was just kept silent and didnt chat me on bbm like we always do. honestly i cried a bit during the class. just felt sooo blue that i couldnt be happy to celebrate the valday like the others. i thought my bf was soo careless and cruel that he kinda abandoned me on that day. but i just tried to hold my tears and emotion down till the school's over.

i went straight home and my bf told me on bbm that he was goin to take a nap cz he was very tired. it was 2 pm when he told me that. on 3 pm i already got under my blanket and tried to sleep. but i could only slept for 40 mins. i tried to continue my sleep but my mind is just too full of bad thoughts that i then decided to wake up and just turned my laptop on. my mind was still complicated, i just couldnt get him away from my mind. i did cry and felt worse than ever. i tried to cheer myself up by browsing, and went for a short drive to a gas station and the atm. i hoped that when i got back, my bf would alrdy wake up from his nap. but i was wrong. there were still no sign from him.

it was 6.15 pm and i couldnt wait any longer. i was in the top of my emotion and it was like the worst mood ive ever had. i chat him and asked if he was awake and surprisingly he was! he was just instantly replied my chat and said that he was about to get to my place. i was angry and asked him why didnt he chat me earlier?what time did he wake up?why did he make me wait that long knowing that i was in a badmood? i just kept asking. i even asked for a breakup --" which then i regret. he just kept telling me to be patient and 10 mins later he was alrdy in my place. i got out of the house, still with the gloomy face and complicated feelings. and when i saw him.........................................he was there, with a bouquet of red roses smiling and then handed me a box of his self-made chocolate. i was absolutely embarassed and speechless. it feels like im over the rainbow. soooo happy that i could only hugged him and kept saying randomly. ughhhh he totally got me :l but i've never had any feeling that he would give me a surprise in that way. couldnt believe either that when he said he was sleeping, he was actually buying chocolates and try making a custom made chocolate. and after that went to the florist to get the red roses bouquet. he is just the sweetest guy ive ever met. im soooo lucky to have him. i promised myself that i'll never let him go. and the word "breakup" wont cross my mind for the second time. i already have a strong feeling that he's gonna be my future husband :P but overall its God's plan thats gonna happen in every way.

just saying that im sooo thankful for this valday. especially to God...and to my hunny <3 which always understands me in every way and never tired of showing his love...he's just the one that i'll never let go!! ever<3

thats the bouquet and the doll he gave me in my 16th bday last year.

happy valentine's day all!!